I hate me for being afraid to tell you this directly and just write it down on this blog and let my tears out while writing this.

I know being you isn't easy. I know being a single parent with 4 children who haven't married yet is hard, or maybe I don't know how hard it is but I can feel it. I know you have a big responsibility. I know I'm more selfish than you. I know I'm more bad than you. I know you're better than me. I know you're older than me. I know you have understand me a lot already. But please, this is ain't easy for me too. If you need someone to share, share with me, I know I'm still young but you have to know that even I can't solve your problems all the way, at least I can give you a warm hug. I hate to see you cry or even when you show me your sad face. I just want being needed sometimes. I'm here, please, realize, Mom.. :-(
Ps: I love you.

Lots of love from your daughter,

♥R.