Acinonyx Jubatus

Cheetah.

Mamalia darat tercepat di dunia.

Saat berburu, ia dapat berlari hingga 99,8 km/jam dalam lima detik.

Tapi, ngga banyak orang tahu, cheetah sangat cepat namun mereka cepat lelah dan hanya dapat bertahan dengan kecepatan tertinggi mereka selama kurang lebih 20 detik.

Ya, aku takut kamu seperti cheetah. Aku tidak ingin kamu kejar, lalu kemudian kamu menyerah pada lelah begitu saja. Kita lari, sama-sama ya?

lost by katy perry

have you ever been so lost,
known they way but still so lost?

punggung?

“kisah aku..
kisah aku tentang seorang sahabat aku yang lahir di negeri orang.
dia hidup dalam keluarga yang sangat sederhana.
setiap kali ibunya harus menyediakan ayam sebagai lauk, ibunya mesti pergi ke pasar untuk membeli ayam tapi hanya bagian punggungnya saja.
cuman itu yang mampu dia beli.
akhirnya, sahabat aku-pun itu tumbuh dewasa dengan hanya mengetahui kalau ayam itu cuman mempunyai bagian punggung.
dia ngga pernah tau ada dada, paha atau sayap.
punggung, menjadi satu-satunya definisi dia tentang ayam.

kalau aku..
aku jatuh cinta.
aku jatuh cinta pada seseorang yang hanya sanggup aku gapai sebatas punggungnya saja.
seseorang yang hanya sanggup aku nikmati bayangannya tapi takkan pernah bisa aku miliki.
seseorang yang hadir bagaikan bintang jatuh.
sekelebat.
kemudian menghilang begitu saja.
tanpa sanggup tangan ini mengejar.
seseorang, yang hanya bisa aku kirimi isyarat.
sehalus udara.
langit.
awan.
atau hujan.

tapi sekarang justru menurut aku sahabat aku itu orang yang paling berbahagia.
dia bisa begitu menikmati punggung ayam karena cuman itu yang dia tau.

sedangkan aku.
aku justru orang yang paling bersedih.
karena aku tau.
apa yang ngga bakalan pernah bisa aku miliki.”


 — Hanya Isyarat (Rectoverso)

#efek #jomblo

karena gue bosen... gatau hrs apa. bingung mau tidur atau ngga... main aja dehyuk. SHUFFLE SONGSSSSS!!!

1) Will it be okay?
Bait pertama - sheila on 7 (kl ke bait pertama lg..well, it may be ok....... #KOKCURHATWOI)

2) How are you feeling today?
All we'd ever need - lady antebellum

3) How do your friends see you?
I miss u love - d'cinnamons (aw, schweet)

4) Will you get married?
Jangan menyerah - d'massiv (OKAY)

5) What is your best friend's theme song?
Back to december - taylor swift (it WAS nadya's wkwkk pas!)

6) What is the story of your life?
1 = sama - kunci

7) What was high school like?
Like we used to - a rocket to the moon

8) How can you get ahead in life?
The graduation song - vit C

9) What is the best thing about your friends?
If we ever meet again - timbaland ft katyperry

10) What is today going to be like?
Starlight - muse

11) What is in store for this weekend?
Lebih indah - adera

12) What song describes you?
Give me everything - pitbull (ini...hahahaha)

13) To describe your grandparents?
The climb - miley cyrus (they struggled..i know, this could make sense)

14) How is your life going?
Someone like you - adele (...)

15) What song will they play at your funeral?
Billionaire - bruno mars (well, billionaire eh?)

16) How does the world see you?
Can't fight this feeling - glee cast (OH REALLY?)

17) Will you have a happy life?
Could it be - raisa (it could be!!)

18) What do your friends really think of you?
Hate that I love you - rihanna ft neyo (really, mates? hahahaha)

19) Do people secretly lust after you?
Forever and always - taylor swift (jadi gaenak¬_¬)

20) How can I make myself happy?
Goodbye - def leppard (well, i should.......)

21) What should you do with your life?
Uptown girl - westlife

22) Will you ever have children?
Terlalu - maliq&d'essentials (terlalu banyak? wkwkkw)

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Nagih ya ternyata...

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1. IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY?" YOU SAY:
Dia - maliq&d'essentials (maksudnya ini kl ada dia jd ok gt semuanya?wkkwkw plisdee)

2. WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY:
Itu adanya - maliq&d'essentials (:D)

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Sebuah rahasia - PWG

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Untitled - maliq&d'essentials

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
In my life - emi fujita

6. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Tears in heaven - eric clapton

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Kamu - coboy junior (ketauan deh punya lagu ini di ipod-_-)

8. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Since I found you - christian bautista (well...ehm....yeaa..)

9. WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Hapus aku - nidji

10. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Ingin hilang ingatan - rocket rockers

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Loving you - d'cinnamons (aih mati)

12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Talking to the moon - bruno mars (i want you backkkk i want you backkkkk!!!! ♫)

13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Memory - sugarcult (make sense!)

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
You and I - maliq&d'essentials (well..well..)

15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Tak pernah padam - sandhy sandhoro (ini kan lagunya ditinggalin.....serem amat cyin)

16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Best thing I never had - beyonce

17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Loving you - d'cinnamons (WOIII HAHA GA GT JG KALEEE)

18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Buka hatimu - armada (biggest secret lebih ditunjukkan knp gue punya lagu ini di ipod sih zz)

19. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Luluh - maliq&d'essentials

20. WHAT’S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Jealous - nina

21. HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Take a bow - rihanna

22. WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
You and me - lifehouse (gabisa ngmg apa2....)

23. WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Semua tentang kita - peterpan (bagian drmn dr lagu ini yg bs bikin ketawa? T___T)

24. WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
No air - boyce avenue (iyelah, ntr ganapas dunddd wkwk)

25. WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Domino - jessie j

26. WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Miss you in a heartbeat - def leppard (merindukanmu adalah kelemahanku #SEKALIANCURHAT)

27. DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
It's not over - secondhand serenade

28. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Bukan superman - the lucky laki (HAHAHAHA NGAKAK SAMPE SALTO....)

29. WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Dancing queen - ABBA

30. TO FINISH, WHAT DID YOU THINK OF THIS SURVEY?
Sleep away - bob acri (bobo yuk.......ini emg ngantuk bgt loh)

halo.
tdnya mau update. tp tb2 males.
dadah!

duh iya tau ini sampah tp mau update tp males.
hehe.

untitled.

Have you ever just laid in your bed and just cried?
Cried because you think you're ugly and so bad that you're not good enough for anyone then you just counted all your flaws from head to toe, to make you feel worse about yourself?
Cried because of all the comments from people who don't know you actually hurts?
Cried because your family is dysfunctional and never understands you and they always thought that you're just a kid and you can't change anything?
Cried because people tell you to stop complaining that you have so much things better than kids in Africa, even though they don't understand your life either?
Cried because you don't want to be an attention seeker, so you bottle everything up and make so much fake smile around your family and friends and amazingly, they, who you thought that always understand you, believe it?
I've been there and that's all hurt. So much.

adapted from some tumblr posts.

RANDOM LATE POST.

Hello bloggers!!! LOOOOONG TIME HAVE NO POST HERE!!! *bersihin sarang laba-laba, sarang lebah, sarang semut, sarang tikus dan sarang ular* how's lifeeee? Good enough, huh? #eh #ngomongsamasiapa #macampunyareaderaja

ANYWAAAAY, IT'S SOOOOOO LATE TO SAY BUT YEAAAAH "HAPPY BACK TO SCHOOL!!!" Gmn liburannya seru kahhh? Gue... Agak-agak suram nih. Gaksih sbnrnya gak suram. Biasa aja. Tp ketika tmn2 gue udh berkelana keluar jakarta bahkan keluar indonesia, gue cukup berkelana seputaran bekasi-jakarta aja. Anywayyy, rumah gue yg tdnya #foreversunter udh pindah, bukan rumahnya yg pindah tp gue dan keluarga gue, ke bekasi, so I'm officially bekasi-ers. Esssah. Sbnrnya ga bekasi jg sih, kl bekasi kesannya super jauh, it's jatiwaringin actually, msh tetanggan sm jakarta timur gitudeh pkknya. Hmmm tp bener deh liburan kali ini tuh... Krik bgt. Bnrn krik. Emosi sering, seneng ya yg gt2 aja. mana bintang umroh kan jd gabisa berbagi kebosenan, jd bbmnya sama dity yg sama2 suka membusuk, dan lagi super sehati jd bbman anytime anywhere gitudeeeh. Tp jdnya ketika pas org2 udh pd selesai libur, gue mulai liburannya huahahahhahaha seminggu di jogja! Fun fun fun. Tp disana gue sempet sakit bbrp hari tp its okelah, thanks mommy for kidnap me from school mihihihihihi, hbs ini janji 10 bulan ke depan effort 3 taun ke belakang akan terbayar sudah. :D

What to say ya? Oh! I have a new crush!!!!!!!!♥♥♥ It's Renaldy Prasetya aka Aldy Kumis aka PWG's drummer aka yang super lucu dan gemesin 2011. He's sooooooooooo cute, adorable, fun, fine, fresh, fierce.. We got it on lock #ehsalah pokoknya... Dia tuh lucu parah. Lucuuuuu. Jd awalnya wkt itu gue iseng2 nonton inbox gtkan. Trs ada PWG, nah gue liat banyak APWG ngelemparin sendal dan lumpur gt, trs liat drummernya kan... Eh dia kaya woles gtloh kaya ttp main gt. Sbnrnya semuanya woles sih. Tp krn gue bermain drum jd liatnya drummernya kaliya #EHEM. Gue lgsg yg kaya "ih lucuuu" trs gue search di google, he's!!! Trs liat twitternya. Hehehehe. trs besokannya nanya dita eh makin suka. Nah pkknya bbrp hari stlh itu gue liat PWG manggung lg trs pkknya suka deh sm Aldy Kumis itu, trs akhirnya gue follow ahehahihuho. Trs pkknya ga lama stlh itu gue ke sency nemenin ibu reunian sm kaka dan adek gue. Gue kaka dan adek gue misah gt. Nah! Pas itu kita mau nyamperin ibu yg lagi karokean, nah di sebelahnya ada toko musik gt. Beatz!!! Kaka gue kaya mau kesana, awalnya gue males. Tp emg kayanya ada kontak batin gt, trs gue kaya ikutan masuk. Trs... Liat ada org mirip aldy gt tp miriiiip bgt, mau gue sapa tp takut salah, trs itutuh super deket gt huhuhu deg2kan. Trs kan pkknya dia akhirnya berlalu. Trs gue penasaran ngetweet gt nanya itu dia apabukan. Eh!!! Trs dibls. Ternyata itu dia gttt. Huhuhhhuhuhu nyesel bgt. Jd pkknya semenjak itu makin sukaaaa! Yaudala. Pkknya aldy's so inspiring me to play drum better. Biar jago kayak dia kan ya muahahahahahaha.

Ehiya, btw!!! Alhamdulillah gue naik kelas XII-IPA. Got the first rank on my class for the 4th times. Gue msh agak amaze. Kayanya salah masukin nilai deh. Soalnya... Gue males bgt semester dua ini. Superrrr males. Bnr2 males. Ya tp alhamdulillah lah, biarpun sbnrnya gue mah gapeduli mau ranking brp jg, asal naik kelas trs lulus SMA, dapet universitas, banggain keluarga. That's all. Btw, emg mau msk kuliah dimana rie? Gatau. Dmn aja deh. Dmn aja asal Fikom. Udh gapengen dan terlalu cupu buat ngarepin suatu hal. Takut pas ga kesampean rasa jatohnya sakit eseses. Jd gue skrg kaya yg... Yaudah. Let it flow. Intinya, I'll do my best for this last grade. Kalo perlu sampe titik darah penghabisan. Intinya, gue mau ngebayar semua rasa kekecewaan gue waktu masuk SMA ketika mau masuk universitas ini. I won't let myself fail for the second time. Kece gakkk? Ehehehe. Yah, doain aja yaaa smg gue berhasil kali ini. Sklh udh mulai lagi, grd12 = have so much effort to do!!! Bismillahirrahmanirrahim and with the power of pray from my parents, I could pass my HS well! Semangka.... Semangat kakak!

Segitu duludeh kaliya. Cheerio bloggers!!! Have a nice life. :)

Life is a mess

Gue kadang ngga ngerti, ngga nemuin jawabannya.
Kenapa hidup gue adilnya cuman sama yang jelek-jelek doang?
Kenapa hidup gue beda sama orang lain yang bahagia banget kayanya diluar sana?
Kenapa hidup gue berantakan banget?
Kenapa hidup gue harus kayak gini?
Kenapa hidup gue kayanya out of track banget?
Kapan sih semuanya berakhir? Kapan sih bagusnya? Kapan sih roda kehidupannya muter? Kapan sih yang namanya "indah pada waktunya"? Kapan sih? Kapan? Matiajagueklgini.

Hm.

"Unrequited love, atau cinta yang tak terbalas, adalah hal yang paling bisa bikin kita ngais tanah. Untuk tahu kalau cinta kita tak terbalas, rasanya seperti diberitahu bahwa kita tidak pantas untuk mendapatkan orang tersebut. Rasanya, seperti diingatkan bahwa kita, memang tidak sempurna, atau setidaknya tidak cukup sempurna untuk orang tersebut." - Raditya Dika

What's up this week?

Mon-Sat: Final Exam. I did great at physics (I got 100, yeah once in my life, thx Mr. Hari and Mr. Imam) and also chemistry (my teacher told me that I get the highest score youh!), the rest Idk yet.

Tues: My mom bought me a new phone. Omg, I'm having the best woman of the entire world I guess. Few days before, gue bilang ke mama kl LCD hp gue rusak, jd suka mati2 sendiri gt and I was just ok with it because it was still can work but suddenly my mom bought me a new one, Oh.. Mom, thank you so much. Iloveu. Well, goodbye Javy, it was so nice to having you, I won't forget you. Hello, Onyi.

Wed: It was so.. out of schedule. Ya, jd awalnya stlh gue selesai exam, gue mau langsung pulang setelah briefing sm anak2 paskib buat acara hari guru bsk (krn gue jd MC, gue jd ga ikut formasi dan gue serahin ke tmn sm kk kls gue gt) soalnya udah janji mau les pak imam jam stgh 1, but suddenly my friend texted me and told me there's an extra course with Mr. Hari, my physics teacher. Gue pikir cuman sebentar, ternyata sampe jam 12:20an. Ok, gue mulai panik, telfon mas darmin katanya dia lg nganterin mama. Gue akhirnya naik taxi, lucky me, taxinya mudah didapat. Stlh les, gue istirahat bntr, trs lanjut fisika sampe malem.

Thurs: Happy teacher's day, thanku for all of my teachers. gue hrs berterimakasih kepada semua guru2 gue yg sudah menghibahkan ilmunya. Guru TK gue yg gue inget bgt wkt gue dijatohin tmn gue-_- trs gue diksh teh manis sm dia, how sweet she was. Guru2 SD gue dari kelas 1-6, ada yang super galak sampe super baik, tp krn mereka gue jd bisa ngitung, jd bisa ngali2, bagi2, dll, I owe you much kindness. Guru2 SMP gue, ah.. kl yg ini gue gabisa ngejabarin betapa baiknya mereka semua sama gue, betapa pengennya gue diajar sama mereka lagi, betapa bisanya mereka mengerti gue, betapa coolnya mereka, betapa.. betapa... berterimakasihnya gue sama mereka semua :"""). Guru2 SMA gue, yang baik2, yg suka gue.. ajak gosip-_- yg suka gue isengin tp ttp baik, yg suka galak, yang suka gue cengin, yg suka gue bandelin hahaha maaf pak bu tapi tugas jgn banyak2 yah please. Trs gaklupa jugalah guru2 les gue, pak imam yg super jago bikin fisika dan matematika gue terasah alhamdulillah, guru2 privat gue yang dulu2, guru2 les bahasa inggris gue, guru LIA ya terutama Ms.Vita yang akhirnya bisa jg gue lulus dari tempat itu, kak arif guru vokal purwa, kak yoga guru drum gilangramadhan, dll. Ok, jd stlh plg sklh anak OSIS ngadain acara hari guru gt, gue pikir bakal flat ternyata it was fun!, dibuka sm puisi gt trs gue sm ringgo membakar suasana (caelah) haha nggadeng, ya talking2 u know trs drama osis gt trs sambutan2 dan.. akhirnya acara inti!! potong kue gt, tp kuenya dibawa sm anak paskib, bikin formasi gt, trs aja jder2 dari atas aaa it was cool and awesome :"D asik bgt serius denger kak aldi teriak ksh aba2, derap langkah tegap majunya, trs terharunya guru2 uuuwwhh, uber cool! Abis itu pd ngsh bunga2 gtlah trs selesai deh acaranya. Selesai acara, gue ketemu Pak Hari, "PAK HARI NILAI SAYA!!!" trs dia senyum2, duh dia kl udh senyum2 itu bahaya, gue ketar-ketir, tp gue optimis sm jawaban gue, trs dia ngsh gue lembar jawaban dia... dan gue bnr semua jwbnnya hahaha. Tp gue takut ada yg salah cara gt takutnya gue salah cara tp hslnya bener kan bisa aja haha tp yaudahlah.

Fri: Laptop rusak. Huhuhuhu. Ya, jd laptop gue gabisa booting gt. Bnr2 gbs nyala. Panik bgt sampe nangis2 takut knp2. Mood jd berantakan pdhl kamisnya udh seneng2. Akhirnya tidur dari jam 3 siang sampe 4 pagi huuuh. Gue tau kebo tapi, sleep is the only way for me to forget my problems for a while so don't ask me why I'd really love to sleep for a long time.

Sat: means today. Ya, berfikir hari ini bakalan sucks seperti biasa. Bangun jam 4 pagi. gabisa tidur lagi. Gue akhirnya uring2an di kasur terus msh coba nyalain laptop, dan ttp gbs huu. Abis itu gue mandi dll. Akhirnya sklh dan ulangan bhs jepang, pake feeling aja sm sehafalnya gue hhh gatau deh gapeduli. Pas istirahat, fandi nyapa bbm trs akhirnya cerita2 sampe siangnya, huuu thanku fan you made me better. Trs abis selesai exam (which finally over!!!), gue latihan paskib, desember ada 2 event nih, huu sbnrnya pasti capek dan gak optimis tp optimis ajadeh (apasi). Sore ini, td, kak nana, dia itu apa ya teknisi gtdeh yg ngerti2 komputer trs dia dtg td ke rumah gue niatnya pgn install sesuatu di laptop kk gue trs sekalian kan, dia pencet2 emg gabisa duuuh gue takut motherboard yg kena itu bisa kl ganti 1jtan lebih trs dia ngebuka2 laptop gue ngebuka memorynya trs masang lg trs coba nyalain lg dan... IT'S WORKING NOW!!! YAAY!!! so happy, so happy, so happy. I feel better.

Bsk smg baik2 aja.

Random pictures

Car accident, fortunately my sister and her BF is okay.

At my Daddy's forever home with family, I'm the one who used the red pashmina. Masih bisa ngerasain angetnya Ayah loh di sampingku. Aku kgn ayah loh, kgn ketawanya, kgn diemnya, kgn baiknya, kgn dipeluk, kgn dicium, kgn dibercandain ayah, kgn sm batuknya ayah bahkan. Hehe, yg tenang ya yah disana, I love you and always do :').

When I was kid, at our old home. I miss being a kid. Turn back the time, God..

Behind the scene of Guilty Pleasure video by Aulia. You can see the video here, haha it's 1475 viewed already, let's be the 1476 guy ;).

Before it's too late, since I haven't told you who's the winner of IMB season 1 yet here, so... KLANTINK IS THE WINNER!! Haha, congratulation, guys. You deserve it all.

I randomly found this on my bluetooth exchange folder. Bintang's wounds after motorcycle accident about a year ago. So scary eh?

Random

Hello. Tuesday. Tomorrow is holiday, yaay! Moslems celebrate Iedul Adha tomorrow. Yesterday and today, I was fasting, and it was so... ah idk, menguji kesabaran would be the best answer to describe how was my monday and tuesday.

Yesterday, I went to GI with my school. Not all of student there (I wonder if it really happens, how it would be -_-), me and 39 other friends and some teachers went there to attend the opening of Science Film Festival Indonesia. Firstly we went there with a bus W/OUT AC and it was extremely hot. After we arrived there, we went to the 8th floor, the Blitz Megaplex area. Talking about GI, it reminds me of 9BILLION so much, we went there to take photos for our yearbook, Aw, memories. We waited there for long time. The crew gave us a bag and shirt that we have to use that at moment. Okay, then we changed our clothes. You know, it was so.. embarrassing. After waited for SO long, finally we went to the studio and watched Earth. The film was so awesome. I realized if we do wrong to our earth, it's not only will ruin people's life but also the animal's. So, save the earth, from the littlest thing you can do for the better world. Keep our grandchildren alive. After watched that, we had dinner, it was so yummy, idk it's really yummy or it was all because I'm hungry at that time. Haha. Then, I went back home and arrived at 8 or 9, I forget.

Today, was so terrible!!! So.. I hate today, this is one of the worst day ever. Fasting + you're having PMS period IS NOT easy AT ALL. Firstly, I woke up late because my maid forget I still have to go to school today and I didn't wash my hair and it made everything worse. You know, everything was ruin my mood. One thing that made me laugh today is Aji, haha, today Mrs. Leni planned to have drama at class. Aji's not one of my classmate but also science student. My class already finished the drama at 3rd and 4th lesson. Aji's class, XI Science 2 was having Bahasa class at 5th and 6th lesson, fortunately Mrs. Novi, my math teacher didn't come to class and some of student at my class decided to watch XI Science 2's drama. Haha. Aji was acting as Lady Gaga, WAHA! He's having a super big body -_- but he's so... so... so... confident with his body. Hahaa, couldn't tell you here, badly I didn't took any photos of him. But thx Ji for made me laugh today, at least my muscle around my face was working besides having lots of :( today. Haha.

Okay, enough for this time I guess. I wanna have some quality time for myself. And also, happy Eid Mubarak for every Moslems around the world. Wish tomorrow will be more than 24 hours + I'll go to My Daddy's forever home, I miss him a lot, wish I could feel his warmth there :'').

♥, R

What happened on today?

• Mad at my maid because there's no food to eat. Yeah, I realize I'm so bad at control my emotion for this thing -_- you know, when I hungry, I could mad at anyone. Haha!
• Bad internet service from speedy. You know, speedy is.. speed that I can't trust. So lame!
• My phone was broken. Turned off suddenly by itself and won't turned on. Mom told me to charge it and yeah finally it's turning on again!! Mom's advice is the best :)
• My sister gave me silly bandz. Haha thx sis.
• Me and family minus my 2nd sister went to one of our favorite seafood restaurant. At that time, I remembered how my Daddy liked seafood so much, hmmhm I miss you Dad :"")
• I also bought lots of dvds! Yaay, dvd-ing time!

These and those

So, it's been a long time since my last post. Haha ok! missing me guys? nah, jokes, even no one will read this trashy thing -_- how are you guys btw? #monologue #selftalking I've been SO busy these days, really, I'm so exhausted but also excited at the same time. Ya, it's all about PRA-TO. you know, observation trip. My school do this activity once in a year for the 10th grader, I'm one of the.. what is it in english.. communicator eh? ya whatever you name it. my job is about to give the information from the committee to the 10th grader, and being a communicator is not easy at all. I even cried because guys at my group that I currently lead of are so... pathetic. They're so, well, I don't know what to say, hmmhm actually they're nice and fun to play with but so BAD at responsibility and discipline. I feel like wanna punch them at face one by one. But, I can't even mad at them, because guys who can mad or even shout them on face (ok, too much -_-) are the student committee, known as OSIS. In this 4 weeks (PRA-TO always held on Saturday in every week), so many things that we've did, made nametags, sticks, and so many things. The TO itself will be held at Wednesday until Friday, wish me, all the committee+communicator, the 10th grader, so on and on, will gonna be right and okay. Yeah, it might could be a bit of my experience to be a big psychologist. ;D

Talking about that so busy PRA-TO + the TO itself, emm what about to talk.. Love-life? So plain, so flat, so boring, so done with wishing (ups), and also so done with expecting on anyone #:-s Haha! well, I just haven't find someone right, the best is yet to come. someday, somehow, I do believe that someone will show me that happy ending is really exist. :hammer

Oya, I've just done with exams part 2!! Oh so happy, the test really make my head spinning around and before the exams held, I just healed from my 3 days fever so I didn't go to school for 3 days and it kinda made me feel so fool because so many lessons that I've skipped, I even cried at that night really wanna to go to school, I was so mushy at the time. -_-

Also!!! This is important!!! Today and tomorrow night TransTV will held the final session of IMB!!! YEAH AND KLANTINK GOING ON TO THE FINAL!!! THE BIG TWO!!! THE WINNER WILL BE ANNOUNCE TOMORROW!!! and I'm so over excited to watch, but too bad I might be can't watch it at TransTV because seems like my friend can't get the ticket, it's okay tho I will watch Klantink at home haha! Why so excited, rie? hhmmhmm who else, wawan is the only one answer ƪ(˘⌣˘)┐┌(˘⌣˘)ʃ‎​ Ok! Come on Klantink, beat Putri Ayu just like when you bite a triple cheese burger haha jokes, well, I'm supporting you Klantink!! Show to the world, even you might couldn't be the winner, but at least you'll show us the best. :P

Ehm, have nothing to talk anymore or any photo to post. well maybe I'll post some photos of my villagers pictures later when I've already back home from TO. Cao!

♥R

Orang yang jatuh cinta diam-diam..

"Orang yang jatuh cinta diam-diam pada akhirnya selalu melamun dengan tidak pasti, memandang waktu yang berjalan dengan sangat cepat dan menyesali semua perbuatan yang tidak mereka lakukan dulu.
Orang yang jatuh cinta diam-diam harus bisa merlanjutkan hidupnya dalam keheningan.
Pada akhirnya, orang yang jatuh cinta diam-diam hanya bisa mendoakan. Mereka cuma bisa mendoakan, setelah capek berharap, pengharapan yang ada dari dulu, yang tumbuh dari mulai kecil sekali, hingga makin lama makin besar, lalu semakin lama semakin jauh.
Orang yang jatuh cinta diam-diam pada akhirnya menerima.
Orang yang jatuh cinta diam-diam paham bahwa kenyataan terkadang berbeda dengan apa yang kita inginkan. Terkadang yang kita inginkan bisa jadi yang tidak sesungguhnya kita butuhkan. Dan sebenarnya, yang kita butuhkan hanyalah merelakan.
Orang yang jatuh cinta diam-diam hanya bisa, seperti yang mereka selalu lakukan, jatuh cinta sendirian."

- Raditya Dika

Good, bye.

Jakarta, Friday, September 24 2010.

Via BBM, 17:07 - 17:13.

Ririe R: At least, I thank god for saving me another guy who's better than him. Dia aja baik, gmn yg better itukan hohoho

Ririe R: Kan Allah insyaAllah syg gue

qd: Sumpah rie

qd: Lo org paling sabar rie

qd: Iya rie, gua percaya pasti allah ngasih lo yg lebih baik

qd: Lo baik bgt rie

Ririe R: Hahhaha enggaaak biasa aja tau

Give me tons of "Amien" for the bolds.

♥R

Tons of wishes in this post.

Haaaai. it's been a very long time since i post my activities here.

Lagi pengen pake bahasa indonesia aja deh hari ini.

Anywaay, I know it's over late but it's better than no at all.

DIRGAHAYU REPUBLIK INDONESIA - 65

Selamat ulang tahun negara ku, semoga makin jaya makin maju dan semua yg bagus.

Semoga anak2 bangsa nya semakin tambah kreatif, semoga makin pinter2 enggak nambah2in masalah yang udah ada, semoga anak2 bangsanya gak cuman bisa nonton kartun di carto*n network atau di*ney channel tp bisa menciptakan yang lebih, semoga kita gak sekedar menjadi penonton aja tapi bisa menghasilkan, semoga anak2 bangsanya semakin menghargai kreativitas bangsa sendiri bukan cuman menggembor-gemborkan apa yang negara lain punya, semoga makin banyak yang bisa menunjukkan bahwa kita bukan se ke dar negara bobrok tapi kita adalah aset dunia.

Enough for that semoga. bottom line is, wishing this country will be more gorgeous than now (whic we've already have that gorgeous things), wishing all the best will come to this country sooner or later, ayo cintai bangsa kita sendiri karena kalo bukan kita siapa lagi, kalo enggak sekarang kapan lagi. Ya kan. O ya, one of my dream and also wish I could do this someday, gue pengen banget deh ngobrol sama the honorable Mr. SBY, kayaknya dia capek banget kali ya? Pengen aja gitu ngobrol tanpa pengawasan khusus, ngobrol bebas terus cerita2 kayak temen lama gitu hahaha ngasal abis tapi pengen beneran.

Talking about that, talking about this, well, last night I met half of 4th!! Yeah, we had reunion plus had break fasting together. Gila, ini perasaan gue yang lebay aja apa gimana gue enggak ngerti tp gue seneng bgt 10000x ketemu mereka, I felt at home hehehe God bless 4th forever!! Semoga lain kali kalo ada gathering lagi, bisa hadir semua, ya biarpun hampir mustahil tapi ngarep sedikit enggap papa. Semoga juga kekompakan kita yang udah hampir semakin musnah ini (di sebagian part of us atau apa yang gue rasain) enggak makin ilang dan bertambah seperti dulu waktu kita saling menyayangi satu sama lain. Semoga kita enggak saling melupakan. Semoga apa yang dulu kita lewatin bareng-bareng bisa jadi cerita indah kita buat anak-cucu kita nanti. Amien.

O iya, first exam week has already done yuhuu, alhamdulillah. Haha, some of the score have already out, and got a super wow for my civic and math score but so whatever for my religion score hahaha, islam dari lahir masih aja rie agama remed (it's my first experience btw!!) but thx to God, ibu enggak terlalu musingin nilai jelek asal mau belajar lebih giat lagi hehehe aku sayang banget sama ibu, tapi alhamdulillah menunjukkan nilai yang memuaskan for math and civic, I got 95 for math and 90 for civic hahaha it's so nice to tell mom about that :)) semoga nilai yang lainnya sama memuaskannya dengan matematika dan pkn.

And about this ramadhan month, Alhamdulillah melewatkannya dengan baik walaupun enggak sempurna atau malah hampir sedikit kacau. Sekarang lagi enggak puasa sih, girl monthly syndrome. Tapi sebelum-sebelumnya, Alhamdulillah solat 5 waktu belom ada yang bolong terus puasanya juga Alhamdulillah lancar tapi taraweh sama ngomongin orang masih super enggak lancar sama sekali huhuhu kalo di rumah sih mendingan kalo di sekolah gosip mulu kerjaannya Astafirullah, pengen plester mulut. Terus kalo teraweh, hmmm, masih banyak enggaknya daripada iya-nya, padahal targetnya tahun ini teraweh full tapi apa daya ternyata gagal, out of target, super sangat. Semoga bisa diperbaiki.

Have nothing to talk. Kayaknya sampe disini aja. Eh tapi mau ngepost beberapa foto, tapi next entry aja deh. Ini udah panjang banget. Ciao guys.

♥R

L-o-v-e: I just need 3 characters.

It's 11:19 and I have nothing to do.

3rd post of today, well, gonna be a super unimportant post I guess.

I'm missing someone. I don't know why or when this feeling start to growing up.

When I looked upon your face for the first time.. I don't even can describe the feeling.

You're handsome, everyone admit it. but it's not about your face or physical,

it's all about your gesture, your move, your expression, your style, your grin, I just love to see it all.

That all combined so well, almost perfect. You're so quite and mysterious.

It's hard for me to reach you, or indeed you're unreachable?

Am I crazy or falling in love? This feeling is growing so weird as time goes by.

A bit about me: introduction!

My name's Triana Ramadhona, call me Ririe. I was born at Jakarta, on 12th of December 1994. I'm the third child of family, I have 3 siblings. I'm now on 11th grade at Diponegoro I Senior High School but still loving my junior high school, Tugasku Junior High School. I'm majoring science. My current activities is joining the Paskibra, it makes me proud of myself and my country, Yes! Definitely I love Indonesia wholeheartedly even I've a bit Netherlands-blood from my Grandpops. I'm Moslem. I'm now single and having a crush on someone.

For more, let's find it on @Ririermdhn or keep reading this blog.

♥R