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it's been 4 years yet it still feels like the very first day. --- i don't know what to say, i'm not that kind of person yang bisa merangkai kata-kata indah. dari kemarin malem ngga bisa tidur. ngga tau kenapa.. di pikiran udah banyak banget, banget! hal-hal yang mau diomongin tapi pas coba untuk tulis di notes handphone selalu stuck. tulis, hapus. tulis, hapus. gitu seterusnya sampe jam 2 pagi. sampe akhirnya memutuskan untuk mendengarkan beberapa lagu dan akhirnya nangis sendiri. hehe, kebiasaan. --- i know from the very first time i heard the news, right when it hit me, i know losing you will never be an easy thing for me. untuk diterima. untuk dijalani. but yes, surprisingly, it's been 4 years. without you around. without your hugs and kisses. without your voice, not even a smile. time flies, so fast. and here i am, still writing a post for you, holding my tears. i've been, we've been, through this 4 years. smiling, crying, crawling, falling, d...

Hai! Gue mau cerita tentang sesuatu yang.. kalo-ada-yang-lebih-keren-daripada-kata-keren-i'll-use-that word. Yes, it's KONSER CINTA BETA, persembahan 17 tahun Glenn Fredly berkarya untuk musik Indonesia. It was held on Sept 2, 2012 at Istora Senayan, Jakarta. (karena daya ingat gue ngga terlalu baik, maka akan gue ceritakan seingat gue ya, kalo ada salah urutan, harap maklum :P) Konser Cinta Beta adalah konser pertama gue selama 17 tahun 8 bulan hidup... Sebenernya gue ngga terlalu suka berada di suatu keadaan dimana gue harus berada sama orang-orang banyak di satu tempat. Tapi demi Glenn, gue rela :') dan gue ngga nyesel, sama sekali :') Dibuka dengan stand up comedy oleh Pandji, gue pikir bakalan garing gitu (hehe, sorry brad!), ternyata doi sukses bikin satu Istora ketawa! Setelah itu, kita se-Istora diajak untuk nyanyi Indonesia Raya. Merinding totalitas! Gue belom pernah nyanyi lagu Indonesia Raya sama orang sebanyak itu. Gue terharu, bagaimana Glenn, denga...

gue gatau hrs mulai post ini pake apa. tp ada baiknya mungkin dgn assalamualaikum~~ kata org2 kebanyakan, masa putih abu-abu adlh masa yg paling menyenangkan. well, tdnya gue ngga percaya sm kata2 itu. sm sekali. selama tahun pertama gue sklh pake putih abu-abu kerjaan gue cmn meratapi nasib "kok bs gue disini sih???!!!" sambil nangis.. asli, ini ngga lebay. hari2 awal gue sklh terasa bagaikan di neraka (hahaha lebay deng kl yg ini..) hampir setiap hari plg2 langsung nangis msk ke kamar.. hati gue sangat tercabik2, cielah. untunglah akhirnya gue menemukan teman2 dr kls berbeda yg alhamdulillah pemikirannya sejalan sama gue... akhirnya jam istirahat (dan tentunya jam pulang!!!) adlh jam paling dinantikan sm gue. sampailah gue sampe ke tahun kedua.. msh inget bgt gue pas hari pertama msk ke kls dua, pulang2 gue lgsg duduk di kursi ruang tengah trs nangis senangis2nya. gue wkt itu berfikiran "astafirullah sampe kpn ini penderitaan berakhir???!!!" doa gue terja...

here it goes the messages from people around me... RIRIE CANTIK, ADEKKU YG GENDUT DAN MENGGEMASKAN. SEMANGAT BELAJARNYA YAAAA!!! JANGAN LUPA MERAYU TUHAN, SHOLAT PUASA SEDEKAH. SEMOGA USAHA SELAMA INI UNTUK LULUS UN DAN MASUK FISIP UI BERHASIL! AMIN XOXO - cici citra dear riri yg kata orang orang cantik... SEMANGAT BELAJAR YAAA! semoga lulus UN, keterima FISIP UI, lancar segala-galanya. hwaiting!!!! - cici shasa ci ririe yang gendut dan sok imut semoga nanti masuk FISIP UI - ayyis semangat toriana cantik, cantik, dari hatimu. semoga lancar dan dapetin hasil yang terbaik. - kak isal dear riri yg cantik. kak faris mengucapkan selamat menempuhkan ujian. semoga dapat mengerjakan soal dengan baik dan mendapat nilai yang bagus, tidak lupa semoga kamu cepet dapet pacar - kak faris jakarta, diponegoro 2012. ririe yang oke... semangat ya... rajin belajar, ibu doakan bisa masuk FISIP UI. amin... - take care & love, bu tety h. riri yg cute and cantik, semangat.....

Time flies. Another good friend has been called by Allah SWT. Even I don't know you personally, rest in peace, Ratasha. This morning, I woke up earlier. I prayed subuh and couldn't back to sleep anymore. I was so bored. and suddenly, I saw Aqila in recent updates on BBM, and when I read that and I was so shocked. Yeah, another youngster has passed away. In January, a youngster also called by Allah SWT, and also in February, few weeks ago. God, they're still young.. but then, I realize that our time in this world is a mystery, indeed. One thing so sure, our life isn't that long. Them.. who has been called by the God almighty, has remind me of one thing, the source of where we come from and have to go back, Allah SWT. It might be my turn, your turn or whoever's. Death scares me a lot, but well, better we prepare before it's too late, right? Ps. Give millions hug to my Daddy up there ok?

Family is where I finally come back when I feel there's nothing sane left outside. They always have the best place on my heart.

So, last Saturday I just back to the town from Kampung Naga. A super heavenly touch place that you'll ever visit. I went there with my 2012 friends or called them Refugio. It was so... FUN! No electricity at all, with so kind people there, I felt so comfortable to be there. The atmosphere was so fresh, no pollution at all. The access to go there was also unique, and so tiring but fun, we have to down stairs, 400 rungs. Haha, imagine that! I didn't feel any bad day there, everything was just so fine and fun, I enjoyed everything there. Kampung Naga is so recommended for people who love travelling and like to feel the fresh air, but not recommended for the spoiled brat, it will just ruin people's mood there haha just kidding. Actually there are so many things to tell but I'm too lazy to type. I didn't take lot of photos because my camera was having low battery -_- here a bit photos of me and my friends there. Me and my team mate made how to purify the water i...

14 June 1938 - 3 December 2009 Always in our deepest heart, beloved Daddy in heaven. I miss you, and I love you, Yah. Forever and always. Hugs and Kisses, Ririe. ♥

As my promise, this is some photos of the Observation Trip 2010 held by Diponegoro 1 SHS. The house. iya, itu kamar mandinya.. jamban. -_-' Kakarutan, the guys who i lead of for almost a month. Me at the house. The most.. petakilan guy. The scenery there was really breathtaking. The TO itself.. hm, so tiring dan sangat menarik urat haha. tp ya, gataudeh gitulah pokoknya no comment. The team that I lead of, was disappoint me. gak tau terimakasih, gak kompak, gak tau sopan santun dan have no responsibility at all even for they own good. well, the thing that i underline, TO2009 WAS SO MUCH BETTER. At last, ada satu hal sih yg buat gue sedikit merasa enjoy sama TO'10 ini, THE CREW!! PANITIA+PHB!! kk2 super cool super eksis super kece so gila dan so so over awesome haha! Good-job 3 harinya dan 4 minggu kmrn2nya. It was so nice to work together with you guys. Semangat kawan!! kapan2 dahsyat-an di lapangan lg yah ;;) ♥R

My favorite guys in every way. I have to say, I don't heart the wrong guys. Our 2 days work. Don't say this as playground-ers work, I've already said so :-/ Hello, you. Really, this is your way to ignore me? By acting like I don't ever exist to your life? How pathetic you are and I am for still hoping too much from you. I miss you anyway :'o Sorry for being sensitive lately. Sometimes best friend have their own way to show how much they care. Gahaha. Thanks for accompany me via BBM this recent days, Kiddo. You're the best to play with.

On my previous post, I talked a bit about my Daddy. Before I tell you about him, he passed away on 3rd of December 2009 . It was the day that I cried a lot as I lived on earth, you know the feeling was like you lose your half soul. Someone that really mean to my life has gone away, to meet up the almighty God, Allah SWT. The last day I met him. It was the BIGGEST regret day ever after to my life. I didn't take him to the airport, he wanted to do the heart surgery at KL, Malaysia. The last night before, I watched TV on my parents room and he wanted to sleep so I decided to go to my own room, before I go, he made a joke and it kinda make us laughed out loud, I even still remember the voice of his laugh. The last conversation on the phone. I was just said, "Ayah kapan pulang? Aku kangen.." but what I can hear was a sob. And it made me cry. He answered .. "Ya, Ayah juga kangen.." That was the first time he tell me that he miss me (well, I'm crying now...

Tanjung Aan, Lombok Gili Trawangan, Lombok Last vacation with my Daddy at Lombok. I miss being there. more, I miss Daddy's tight hug =,(

Bored. decided to post more than one entry today. Now, I'd like to tell you about my girlfriends. I wanna tell you in 2 part. Junior High School and Senior High School. Part 1: Junior High School. That pretty girls are definitely mine ;-p Na-ah, kidding. Call them, Twister Sisters. From left to right: Belle, Me, Aqila, Afaf, Taya. They're just like the charger of mine, if I have to boost my mood up because of the sucks reality, I should meet them, share and talk a lot about life. We talk about everything! from the important one until the most absurd one. and even now we don't go to the same school again, we still can mix up together. It's amazing how they can make me laugh when I don't even want to smile. Part 2: Senior High School. That they are (minus Shara, Dinda and Vanya) ! The girls above are Dity, Magritha, Me and Dita. Dinda and Vanya are my seniors but they're very nice to me. What I have to say about them? They're my savior at...

Here I am again now. and I'd like to tell y'all about my new class: XI SCIENCE I. My first impression about them: I'll have another bad year of school. I cried a lot and whined to my mom about them, how boring they're at the first and how I wanna move to another class. but as 3 weeks since the first day of new grade the first impression of mine about them is amazingly disappear . As the proverb says, "Don't judge a book by its cover.", I definitely agree with them. They're all nice and fun! with Mrs. Lina as the main teacher and Damar as the very wise yet so fun leader of the class, we'll go on through this grade. On Thursday, we took some photos to fill out wall magazine, the theme is about 17th of August, the independence day of Indonesia (I'll post the photos soon!) . and here are some photos of us: Chair-mate: Dita Wijayanti. Freak-est boy in class, Rizky. Took some photos on Japanese Class. Arigatou, Sensei! ...