trianaramadhona

HELLO GUYS! welcome me back. hmmm im gonna tell you guys about my recent daily life hfffttt... stlh liburan lebaran kmrn itu (anyway, minal aidin wal faidzin!) akhirnya... jeng-jeng-jeng... kehidupan kelas 12 sebenernya telah dimulai! kenapa baru abis lebaran? krn sblm libur lebaran suasana liburnya msh berasa dan kls 12nya blm kerasa2 bgt gtlohh... (apa sbnrnya udh kerasa tp gue yg trll nyantai?) hmmm intinya gue akan sibuk dengan segala macam ujian dan rintangan dkm kls 12 ini, say no to santai2 kaya di pantai lg huhuhu bakalan super kgn sm kasurrrr. lalu, say no to main2 yg gembel gt yg gak mutu :'). yaaaa kl mau berhasil kan hrs ada effortnya. pkknya.... fakultas ilmu komunikasi, wherever it is, welcome me on august 2012, please... (just let me, god..) oiyaaa anyway, im not longer using blackberry, change that thing to iphone4. why? krn... idk, gue ngerasa aja there's too much things that i shouldnt know, i shouldnt think, things that not important yg msk ke otak gue. dan...

Have you ever just laid in your bed and just cried? Cried because you think you're ugly and so bad that you're not good enough for anyone then you just counted all your flaws from head to toe, to make you feel worse about yourself? Cried because of all the comments from people who don't know you actually hurts? Cried because your family is dysfunctional and never understands you and they always thought that you're just a kid and you can't change anything? Cried because people tell you to stop complaining that you have so much things better than kids in Africa, even though they don't understand your life either? Cried because you don't want to be an attention seeker, so you bottle everything up and make so much fake smile around your family and friends and amazingly, they, who you thought that always understand you, believe it? I've been there and that's all hurt. So much. adapted from some tumblr posts.