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halo. tdnya mau update. tp tb2 males. dadah! duh iya tau ini sampah tp mau update tp males. hehe.

HELLO GUYS! welcome me back. hmmm im gonna tell you guys about my recent daily life hfffttt... stlh liburan lebaran kmrn itu (anyway, minal aidin wal faidzin!) akhirnya... jeng-jeng-jeng... kehidupan kelas 12 sebenernya telah dimulai! kenapa baru abis lebaran? krn sblm libur lebaran suasana liburnya msh berasa dan kls 12nya blm kerasa2 bgt gtlohh... (apa sbnrnya udh kerasa tp gue yg trll nyantai?) hmmm intinya gue akan sibuk dengan segala macam ujian dan rintangan dkm kls 12 ini, say no to santai2 kaya di pantai lg huhuhu bakalan super kgn sm kasurrrr. lalu, say no to main2 yg gembel gt yg gak mutu :'). yaaaa kl mau berhasil kan hrs ada effortnya. pkknya.... fakultas ilmu komunikasi, wherever it is, welcome me on august 2012, please... (just let me, god..) oiyaaa anyway, im not longer using blackberry, change that thing to iphone4. why? krn... idk, gue ngerasa aja there's too much things that i shouldnt know, i shouldnt think, things that not important yg msk ke otak gue. dan...

Have you ever just laid in your bed and just cried? Cried because you think you're ugly and so bad that you're not good enough for anyone then you just counted all your flaws from head to toe, to make you feel worse about yourself? Cried because of all the comments from people who don't know you actually hurts? Cried because your family is dysfunctional and never understands you and they always thought that you're just a kid and you can't change anything? Cried because people tell you to stop complaining that you have so much things better than kids in Africa, even though they don't understand your life either? Cried because you don't want to be an attention seeker, so you bottle everything up and make so much fake smile around your family and friends and amazingly, they, who you thought that always understand you, believe it? I've been there and that's all hurt. So much. adapted from some tumblr posts.

Alhamdulillah, thanks God for giving me chance to meet the holy month once again. Semoga puasa dan semua amal ibadah kita 30 hari ke depan (dan tentunya hari-hari selanjutnya) diterima oleh Allah SWT. Amien yaa Rabbal Alamin. Mohon maaf lahir dan batin ya semuanya. Sucikan hati, bersihkan diri, selamat berpuasa! :)

Hello bloggers!!! LOOOOONG TIME HAVE NO POST HERE!!! *bersihin sarang laba-laba, sarang lebah, sarang semut, sarang tikus dan sarang ular* how's lifeeee? Good enough, huh? #eh #ngomongsamasiapa #macampunyareaderaja ANYWAAAAY, IT'S SOOOOOO LATE TO SAY BUT YEAAAAH "HAPPY BACK TO SCHOOL!!!" Gmn liburannya seru kahhh? Gue... Agak-agak suram nih. Gaksih sbnrnya gak suram. Biasa aja. Tp ketika tmn2 gue udh berkelana keluar jakarta bahkan keluar indonesia, gue cukup berkelana seputaran bekasi-jakarta aja. Anywayyy, rumah gue yg tdnya #foreversunter udh pindah, bukan rumahnya yg pindah tp gue dan keluarga gue, ke bekasi, so I'm officially bekasi-ers. Esssah. Sbnrnya ga bekasi jg sih, kl bekasi kesannya super jauh, it's jatiwaringin actually, msh tetanggan sm jakarta timur gitudeh pkknya. Hmmm tp bener deh liburan kali ini tuh... Krik bgt. Bnrn krik. Emosi sering, seneng ya yg gt2 aja. mana bintang umroh kan jd gabisa berbagi kebosenan, jd bbmnya sama dity yg sama2 ...

WHY YOU SO CUTE?

Halo. it's been long time ya semenjak trkhr gue cerita ttg daily life gue. krn selain blog ini jg sepi pembaca dan ga menarik, kehidupan gue jg cmn seputaran... bangun-mandi-sarapan-sekolah-main hp-belajar(kl ada les/pr/ulgn)-tidur dan begitu terus setiap hari. Boring gaksih lo bo?gue sih iya. huahaha. apacoba btw yg lucu. err Hmm.. intinya akhir-akhir ini gue jd pemalas kelas ulung, skrg aja hrsnya ngrjn tugas agama tp krn susah gt drtd ga nemu yaudh nyasar aja gt kesini hehe. jd semua aktivitas gue terhenti atau terhambat krn kemalasan yg gue punya. Jd entah knp, kasur gue tuh enak bgt buat ditidurin dan gue jd kyk kebo bgt gt kerjaannya, tiduuur mulu. bnr2 ada hipnotisnya kayanya (alibi). Trs gtde gajelas gt hidup gue. trs mood lg ancur2an jg pdhl ga lagi pms. Hhh knp ya ini. Taudeh. Gila! gue bnr2 ga ada yg hrs diceritain bgt. bnr2 ga ada. hidup gue bnr2 cmn gt doang. astaga. life's too short to just feeling so flat like this kan?andai aja perut gue seflat hidup gu...

Time flies. Another good friend has been called by Allah SWT. Even I don't know you personally, rest in peace, Ratasha. This morning, I woke up earlier. I prayed subuh and couldn't back to sleep anymore. I was so bored. and suddenly, I saw Aqila in recent updates on BBM, and when I read that and I was so shocked. Yeah, another youngster has passed away. In January, a youngster also called by Allah SWT, and also in February, few weeks ago. God, they're still young.. but then, I realize that our time in this world is a mystery, indeed. One thing so sure, our life isn't that long. Them.. who has been called by the God almighty, has remind me of one thing, the source of where we come from and have to go back, Allah SWT. It might be my turn, your turn or whoever's. Death scares me a lot, but well, better we prepare before it's too late, right? Ps. Give millions hug to my Daddy up there ok?

I know it might be late but, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! May God bless you guys, forever and ever. Yeah, my new year eve wasn't so great but it was good enough, I spent it with my family at Bandung. Yeah, we saw so many firework outside and it was made me feel happy a bit :-). Talking about the new year, most of people must have a lot of new resolutions for their new life, hmm what about me? Well, I don't wish too much, I wish that I could be a better, wiser, more patient person, and yeah, for sure, losing my weight for about 15 kilos and having about 8 cm more height (this, frustrated me a lot at 2010). Today is the third day of coming back to school, I'm missing my holly-jolly-day already. so, today, there was a counseling class, the teacher told us to write down our opinion about or friends, so this is my paper, my classmate wrote it for me. Haha, it was so ridiculous but thank you for the opinion guys, it will be my pleasure to change myself to be better. Ok. Gotta...